Iffidandael

My nails are painted black. My clothes are also black. My hair is painted black. My eyes are also black. Painted black. Dressed in black. This is my life! This is who I am! This is my lifestyle! This is me! Do you know how it feels to walk around in Black? -I know how it feels. Do you remember the faces of the people staring at you? -I remember there faces. Do you feel their eyes following you wherever you go? -I feel there eyes on me all the time. Do they ever call you a freak? -Yeah...they call me that every day. Do they avoid you on the street? - They cross the streets just to get away from me. My nails are painted blac

I see in my mirror Worlds far away Undiscovered places Deep pools of darkness I see in my mirror I look at myself I wonder who that is I don't like what I see I see in my mirror Such strange things What are those How do I get there I see in my mirror Endless plains This reflection Sooth my pain I see in my mirror This thing I don't understand What could it be I see in my mirror I see you I feel you I hear you I see in my mirror Red stains all over Wrists torn badly Pain takes control I see in my mirror Everything fades You seem to leave Please hate me I see in my mirror A stranger is there Dark eyes staring

There is this piece of me It dies a bit every day I can't tell why But it hurts me so much I don't know what this is Is it real pain Is this a feeling of loss It just keeps on dying And you go all the way All the way into my heart Until it dies This feels like something Something that eats my heart Something that cuts my veins Something that kills my brain Little creatures that tell me lie's Hundred of little voices inside my head Nagging, whining, bitching "Life is good, life is great" And you go all the way All the way into my heart Until it dies Fuck em all cause something's dying Fuck em all cause life is a bitch F